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Y sí, estás lejos. No es que no te tenga porque nada es realmente mío. Yo soy de apreciar las cosas, de encontrarle sentido o dárselo si no lo tienen. Ahora que estás lejos, sólo me queda contemplarte. Verte ser feliz con quién quieras, con lo que quieras. Agradecer que alguna vez esa sonrisa fue para mí, que esas manos han tocado las mías y que esos labios una vez hicieron el amor conmigo. Así sea en palabras. Y sí, estás lejos, ¿qué importa si lo estás? De esa manera, rodeas también mi vida, a una órbita mayor por supuesto, ¿pero qué importa? Pues de esa manera te conviertes en mi paisaje. Y así es como llego amar a tu ausencia.

Ojalá coincidamos en otras vidas, ya no tan tercos, ya no tan jóvenes, ya no tan ciegos ni testarudos, ya sin razones sino pasiones, ya sin orgullo ni pretensiones. Ojalá.

"Desafortunadamente ya no soy buena para nada, y todo el mundo a usurpado mi lugar en esta pinche vida..."

—El amor. ¿Como amar sin poseer?, ¿Como dejar que te quieran sin que te falte el aire? Amar es un pretexto para adueñarse de la vida del otro, para volverlo tu esclavo. Para transformar su vida en tu vida. ¿Como amar sin pedir nada a cambio?, sin necesitar nada a cambio... 

—Si no hubiera pasado el tiempo, diría que esto es un reproche, pero en realidad creo que estás asustado. Y si estás asustado es porque algo fuerte te pasa. Casi siempre, el error que cometemos es pensar solo en lo que nos pasa a nosotros.Nos parece tan importante eso que sentimos que nada que le pase al otro puede ser tan importante como eso que sentimos.  Y esa contradicción, suele ser trágica. 

Cada persona que pasa por nuestra vida es única. Siempre deja un poco de sí y se lleva un poco de nosotros. Habrá los que se llevarán mucho, pero no habrá de los que no nos dejarán nada. Esta es la prueba evidente de que dos almas no se encuentran por casualidad.

Jorge Luis Borges.

Tú no sabes quedarte.

Llegas, desordenas mi vida y te vas.

Lo tuyo no es amor, es turismo emocional.

Playlist 2012.

Enero:

Memoryhouse - This Will Be Our Year (The Zombies Cover)
Erik Hassle - Hurtful (Penguin Prison Remix)
Teebs - Verbena Tea With Rebekah Raff
Grimes - Genesis
Active Child - High Priestess (CFCF Remix)
Aeroplane - Save Me Now
Silversun Pickups - Future Foe Scenarios
Silver Swans - Video Games (Lana Del Rey Cover)
Pacific! - Unspoken (Anoraak Remix)
Birdy - The District Sleeps Alone Tonight (Postal Service Cover)
Gotye Ft. Kimbra - Somebody That I Used To Know (Myndset Remix)
Ellie Goulding - The Writer (Owsey Remix)
Ellie Goulding - Heartbeats (Cosmonaut Grechko Edit)
Ellie Goulding - Be Mine (Robyn Cover)
Stars - Window Bird
Stars - Soft Revolution (The Stills)
Boy - This Is The Beginning
Their Ocean - In Your Eyes (Peter Gabriel Cover)
Penguin Prison - Desert Cold
Sunday Girl - Where Is My Mind
Future Trends - Dangers Of The Night
Future Trends - Eyes From Heaven
Inc. - Heart Crimes
Inc. - Millionairess
CSLSX - Keep On Shining
CSLSX - Paula Abdul Drinking A Pepsi, October 17th, 1987
Phantogram - Make A Fist
Class Actress - Keep You
Stars - Heart
Frou Frou - Must Be Dreaming
Frou Frou - Hear Me Out
Frou Frou - Breathe In
Little Dragon - Twice (DJ Twist Remix)
Porcelain Raft - Drifting In And Out
Silver Swans - Let It Happen
Memoryhouse - Walk With Me
Vacationer - Trip
The Morning Benders - Last Night
Tennis - Origins
Gotye - Eyes Wide Open

Febrero:

Shigeto - Huron River Drive
Nightlife - On The Run
MMOTHS - Heart (Feat. Keep Shelly In Athens)
Broken Social Scene - Lover's Spit
Air - Seven Stars (Feat. Victoria Legrand)
Oh Land - Speak Out Now
The Knocks Ft. Mandy Lee - Midnight City (M83 Cover)
Air // Queens Of The Stone Age - Alone Wit Chu (Lobsterdust Mashup)
MILANO SUN - Already Gone
Chromeo - When The Night Falls (Sammy Saxy Bananas Remix)
Citizens! - True Romance
Zee Avi - Concrete Wall (RAC Remix)
Katie Herzig - Free My Mind (RAC Remix)
Kavinsky - RoadGame
Boy Friend - Egyptian Wrinkle
We Are The Grand - Faint
Gemini Club - By Surprise
Jessie Ware - Running
Vico Ono - A Bromance Funeral (Band Of Horses X Avicii)
Band Of Horses - No One's Gonna Love You
The Birthday Kiss - Choking
Yuna - Come As You Are (Nirvana Cover)
Panama - Hope And Despair
Of Monsters And Men - Little Talks
B.O.B - So Good
Lancelot - We Can Dance (Goldroom Remix)
Asbjørn - The Criminal (Radio Edit)
Panama - Magic
Savoir Adore - Dreamers (The Golden Pony Remix)
Aucan - Embarque (Cécile Remix)
Drake Feat. The Weeknd - Crew Love
Sharon Van Etten - Give Out
Sufjan Stevens - Futile Devices (Shigeto Remix)
CHARLI XCX - NUXLEAR SEAXONX HXV BLXRRD OXT EDXT
Noosa - Fear Of Love
Crystal Castles - Suffocation (HEALTH Remix)
Gorillaz - Empire Ants (Feat. Little Dragon)
Oh Land - Rainbow (Acoustic)
Oh Land - Bloodbuzz Ohio
Oh Land - Sun Of A Gun (Yuksek Remix)
Future Islands - Balance
Metronomy - Corinne (Benoit & Sergio Cover)
Rhye - Open
Thrill Kill - Formula (Digitalfoxglove Remix)
Morgan Page Feat. Tegan And Sara - Body Work
DatA - One In A Million (Club Version)
Foxes - Youth (Pyramid Remix)
Cordova - Paradigm
Poolside - Harvest Moon
Active Child - Hanging On (White Sea Remix)
Tycho - Dive (Keep Shelly In Athens Remix)
CSLSX & I Break Horses - Violent Sea
Yuna - Live Your Life
Perseus - Running Back To You

Marzo:

Active Child - Hanging On
Kavinsky - Road Game (F.O.O.L Remix)
Karmin - Jar Of Hearts
Paradis - La Ballade De Jim
Paradis - Parfait Tirage
Voltaire Twins - Animalia
Sébastien Tellier - Cochon Ville
Sebastien Tellier - L'amour Et La Violence (Allure Remix)
Beach House - Myth
Catacombkid - Ghastly Sounds
Catacombkid - Stolen Feat. Rachel Wiegand
The Kickdrums - Thieves In The Choir (Feat. Casey Veggies)
Lana Del Rey - Blue Jeans (Kris Menace Remix)
Little Dragon - Little Man (Vindata Remix)
Alpine - Hands (Goldroom Remix)
Digits - So Cold
Bagheera - Thief
Kid A - BB Bleu
Teen Daze - Brooklyn Sunburn (Brothertiger Remix)
Essáy - Morning Mountain (Radio Edit)
Richard Dorfmeister - Sofa Rockers
Benjamin Francis Leftwich - Titanium (David Guetta Cover)
The Minutes - Black Keys
Lady Danville - Kids
Fun. - We Are Young Ft. Janelle Monáe
Monde Idéal - Future Waits
Essáy - Love & Air
Lady Danville - Operating
The Penelopes - Sally In The Galaxy
Blondfire - Walking With Giants
Metronomy - Heartbreaker (Le Crayon & Oxford Remix)
Ellie Goulding Vs Foster The People - Under The Kicks (Alcala Mash-Up)
Birdy - Terrible Love (The National Cover)
Regina Spektor - Don't Leave Me (Ne Me Quitte Pas)
Wynter Gordon - Til Death (Keljet Remix)
Regina Spektor - All The Rowboats
Elite Gymnastics - H E R E, I N H E A V E N 4 & 5 (CFCF Remix)

Abril:

Right The Stars - Stay (Don't Go Away)
Hoodie Allen - No Interruption
Digits - Death And Desire
Perseus - Love In Zanzibar
Teams - Love Distance
Monsieur Adi - Requiem (Freak You 'She's In Heaven' Remix)
Foreign Orange - Day By Day Livin'
Sobrenadar - Blueu
Professor Penguin - Paper
Jupiter - One O Six (A.N.D.Y. Remix)
Chrome Sparks - So Far 2 Go (Feat. Steffaloo)
Bam Spacey - Ström
CHROMATICS - BIRDS OF PARADISE (AMTRAC REMIX)
Chromatics - Birds Of Paradise (Nikos Toscani Remix)
Kirsty Keatch - Helios (Bronze Whale Remix)
Gemini Club - Can't Believe You Said That
Regina - Haluan Sinut (Kisses Remix)
Purity Ring - Obedear

Mayo:

Jupiter - One O Six
Silversun Pickups - Dots And Dashes (Enough Already)
The Temper Trap - Rabbit Hole
Flight Facilities - With You Feat. Grovesnor
Flight Facilities - With You Feat. Grovesnor (MAM Remix)
California Wives - Marianne
Lemonade - Softkiss
RAC - Hollywood (Ft. Penguin Prison) The Magician Remix
TRAILS AND WAYS - Nunca
Ditt Inre - Utan Titel
Sébastien Tellier - Russian Attractions

Junio:

Julia Stone - Bloodbuzz Ohio
Young Galaxy - Youth Is Wasted On The Young
Ellie Goulding - High For This
Pyramid - Synthesis (Thomas Barrandon Remix)
Futurecop! - Transformers Vs In Time
The Big Sleep - Ace
Compuphonic & Kolombo - Walkin On A Cloud (Union Match)
Ellie Goulding - High For This (Monsieur Adi Remix)
Goldroom - Fifteen Ft. Chela (HEMO DJ's Remix)
Goldroom - Fifteen (Ft Chela)
Digits - Where Do You Belong?
Arsenal - One Day At A Time (Com Truise Remix)
Van She - Idea Of Happiness (SebastiAn Remix)
Van She - Jamaica
Tennis - Petition (Vacationer Remix)
Breakbot - One Out Of Two (Feat. Irfane)
Breakbot - One Out Of Two (Feat. Irfane) Oliver Remix
Poolside - Slow Down
New Look - Teen Need (CREEP Remix)
NO CEREMONY/// - HOLDONME
Shook - Love For You
Tesla Boy - Fantasy
Casa Del Mirto - Finale
FIONA - Don't Make Me Go
How To Dress Well - Ocean Floor For Everything
Peter & The Magician - Memory
Goldroom - Angeles (LA News Mix)
Tesla Boy - In Your Eyes (Radio Edit)
D-WHY - Crave You
Van She - Idea Of Happiness
Imagine Dragons - It's Time (Penguin Prison Remix)
Jupiter - Starlighter
Kimbra - Settle Down (Billy Webber Remix)
Erika Spring - Hidden (Sportag Remix)

Julio:

The Xx - Do You Mind (Derek Walin Remix)
The Strokes - I'll Try Anything Once (The Strokes' 'You Only Live Once' Demo)
Sébastien Tellier - Draw Your World
Hall & Oates - Out Of Touch (Extended Version)
Santigold - The Keepers (The Knocks Remix)
Friends - I'm His Girl (AlunaGeorge Mix)
Little Dragon - Sunshine
Purity Ring - Saltkin
Savoy - We Are The Sun (Laidback Luke Remix)
Germany Germany - Real Hero Ft. Kotomi (College/Electric Youth Cover)
Germany Germany - With You Ft. Kotomi
The Temper Trap - Trembling Hands (Benny Benassi Remix)
Gigamesh - Dont Stop
Ellie Goulding - Hanging On (Ft. Tinie Tempah)
Taken By Trees - Dreams
D I A N A - Born Again
PURO INSTINCT - DREAM LOVER
Love Echo - Lovecats
Chrome Sparks - Marijuana
Holy Other - Held
Legend Band - Violence
Stars - Hold On When You Get Love And Let Go When You Give It
Stars - The Theory Of Relativity
The Weeknd - Same Old Song
Bat For Lashes - Laura
Maria Minerva - The Sound
Regina Spektor - Machine
Oskar Schuster - Pause (La Nuit)
Oskar Schuster - Les Sablons
The XX - Angels (Theatre Of Delays Remix)
Atlas Genius - Trojans (Fred Falke Remix)
Sébastien Tellier - Magical Hurricane
The Shins - Simple Song
Lana Del Rey - National Anthem (Fred Falke Remix)
Happa. - Secrets

Agosto:

Fleet Foxes - He Doesn't Know Why
Freelance Whales - Locked Out
RAC - Hollywood (Featuring Penguin Prison)
Delilah - Inside My Love (Redlight Remix)
DREAM KOALA - We Can't Be Friends.
Glass Theory - Out Of Time (At Dawn We Rage Remix)
NIVA - Dirty Water (Estate Funktion Remix)
ZZ Ward - Criminal Ft. Freddie Gibbs (Com Truise Remix)
Estate - Write To Make (Gigamesh Remix)
Haim - Hold Me
Bon Iver - Perth (Teen Daze Remix)
Dorian D - Dance With The Dead
Santigold - Disparate Youth
Ellie Goulding - Anything Could Happen
Electric Youth - The Best Thing
Gemini - Crew Love (Drake Ft The Weeknd Cover)
Cat Power - Cherokee
Gypsy And The Cat - Sorry
Banquise - Hippie Tenderoni
Erika Spring - HAG (Aeroplane Remix)
Walk The Moon - Jenny
Evenings - Softly, We Go..
Carnivals - Quiescence Interlude
Summer Occasion - Me & You

Septiembre:

S O H N - W A R N I N G S
Wild Nothing - Paradise
Everything Everything - Cough Cough
Sky Ferreira - Everything Is Embarrassing
Generationals - Lucky Numbers
Imogen Heap - Headlock (FreakMe Edit)
Holy Ghost! - Wait & See (Kris Menace Remix)
Two Door Cinema Club - Sleep Alone
Lights - Living In Another World
TRAILS AND WAYS - Sure Thing (Miguel Cover)
Miguel - Do You
Trails And Ways - Animal (Miike Snow Cover)
Holy Other - Touch
California Wives - Better Home
California Wives - The New Process
TRAILS AND WAYS - Tereza
Ellie Goulding - I Know You Care
Rhyemusic - The Fall
Ellie Goulding - Figure 8
Siobhan Wilson - All Dressed Up
Mayer Hawthorne - No Strings (RAC Remix)
S O H N - T H E W H E E L
J. Cole + Major Lazer - Get Free ColeWorld
SNAKADAKTAL - DANCE BEAR (AMTRAC REMIX)
PK - Not In Love (Crystal Castles/Robert Smith Cover)
Dragonette - Let It Go

Octubre:

Tropics - Popup Cinema
Memory Tapes - Shelia
Broke For Free - The Gold Lining
Summer Heart - I Wanna Go (MAU Remix)
Summer Heart - I Wanna Go
MØ - Pilgrim
Stumbleine - Fade Into You (Feat. Steffaloo)
Furns - Love Aches
Betamaxx - Restless
LAY BAC - Stay Out Tonight
Dream Curtain - This Landscape Is Our Escape
Ellie Goulding - Stay Awake
Chad Valley - I Owe You This (Feat. Twin Shadow)
Blue Hawaii - In Two
Blue Hawaii - In Two (Pt II)
HAERTS - Wings
Swing Delux - Triple Water
TOPS - She's So Bad
Solange - Losing You
Andy Stott - Numb
Calvin Harris - I Need Your Love (Feat. Ellie Goulding)

Noviembre:

Go Cozy - Fruit Flies
School Of Seven Bells - Secret Days
Active Child - Johnny Belinda (White Arrows Remix)
Cemeteries - Summer Smoke
Noyce - Moods
Holy Other - Held Tim (Hecker Remix)
Kyle Bobby Dunn - The Milksop
Mozart's Sister - Chained Together
CHARLI XCX - CLOUD AURA Feat. BROOKE CANDY
CHARLI XCX - 5 GLOW
Flight Facilities - Clair De Lune (Feat. Christine Hoberg)
CHVRCHES - The Mother We Share
The Weeknd - Valerie
MINAMO + LAWRENCE ENGLISH - The Path
Starkey Feat. Charli XCX - Lost In Space (Original Mix)
Ellie Goulding - Bittersweet
Atlas Genius - Back Seat (Goldroom Remix)
Blackbird Blackbird - It's A War
Digits - Where I Found You
Ellie Goulding - Joy
Digits - The Face Of Desire
Charli XCX - You're the One
Holy Other - Know Where
Hannes Fischer - A Love Like This
Digits - I'll Play For You
GET PEOPLE - Back To Dust
PLASTIC PLATES - Things I Didn't Know I Loved (Feat. Simon Lord)
Sam Sparro - Shades Of Grey (Plastic Plates Remix)
Silver Swans - Karen
Charli XCX - Valentine
CHARLI XCX - 2 MOMENTS IN LOVE
Pacific Air - Float
CHROMATICS - CHERRY (Main Fix)
HAIM - Don't Save Me
Alex Metric - End Of The World (Featuring Charli XCX)
Don Diablo Feat. Noonie Bao - M1 Stinger (Monsieur Adi Remix)

Diciembre:

Haim - Forever
Silver Swans - Diary Land
You'll Never Get To Heaven - It's All Over
Chromatics - Ceremony (New Order Cover)
Daughter - Medicine
RAC - Climbing Up The Walls (Feat. Liz Anjos)
Boys Noize - What You Want
Foals - Inhaler
George Maple - Uphill
Twigs - Breathe
Black Van - Inside (Oliver Remix)
Digits - Cold White Christmas (Feat. Lesley Davies) (Casiotone For The Painfully Alone Cover)
Digits - Love Is Only Affection
MNDR - Feed Me Diamonds (RAC Mix)
Passenger - Let her go
Siouxsie And The Banshees - Happy House
Siouxsie And The Banshees - The Passenger (Iggy Pop Cover)
Foals - The Forked Road
Chad Valley - I Want Your Love
Icona Pop - I Love It (Feat. Charli XCX)
Rihanna - Diamonds
Rhythm Operator - Back In The Days (Monitor 66 Remix)